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Hello! Happy new year! finally I am on my break and I can dedicate some time to my neocities page!

I changed the background of this journal page, because honestly the previous one was too bright lol, this one looks pretty nice!

So what should I say? Last year was pretty messy and stressful, I don't think it was that good of a year for me, it started with my past email being impossible to access, not being able to open my shop and opening commissions as often as I would have wanted because of me not managing time that well and also that I forgot one commission from February and that customer couldn't contact me properly because was doing it on my past e-mail, so they asked for a refund and well of course I gave all their money back, and it's all solved now but this fail really hit me hard for a while, dunno how this one slipped past me, but I'll be sure to not let it happen again. I mean of course 😅 why would I want that to happen again ahhh!

but yeah, I finished all my commissions from the end of the year at least and now I'm taking a month break tecnically, So far I've been working on a few mini fan comics that I've had on drafts for a few months now, and playing Nikki, it's been pretty fun I really needed this time for myself lol

There's a lot I want to and that I gotta do this year and there's a lot of cool stuff I'm looking forward to. There's Deltarune chapter 5, Dungeon Meshi season 2, Witch Hat Atelier anime, Daemons of the Shadow realm there's more I think but yeah, a lot of cool stuff is coming this year.

But yeah, I want to start this year being a bit more productive and looking after myself more, and giving myself more time for my own things.

Perhaps I could use on setting specific days to work on this site, I think now more than ever I feel more uh... "encouraged" to not use Twitter as much lol, things have been terrible for artist there recently

I think there's one thing that always makes me hesitant of being too hopeful of doing a lot of stuff, and that's sometimes I end up not committing to waht I say I want to do, like Streaming and making more speedpaint videos.

I guess a part of myself just self-limits myself? dunno because it usually boils down to "I can do it later" or "now is not the moment, I'm too busy with this other thing" I guess sometimes is also putting others first, that cursed bad habit of mine lol

But I guess I still gotta try! I mean of course, anyways, that's all for now! I'll be working on this page more often, hopefully I'm able to re-stablish my comic gallery soon too!

Thanks for reading! hope you have a nice day!

Art made by Decomposedmaw

Welp! sorry it's been months since I last updated this site! 😅 been very busy and distracted in general, I infact am now taking a break from work and I can now indulge in a bunch of stuff, I think I just really gotta change the way I approach my schedule.

But well yeah, it's been a while since April, I had my birthday in May, then June comes and so does Deltarune chapter 3 and 4 and I think since then all my art has been Deltarune focused lol.

it's not a terrible thing but I admit that my Megaman hyperfization got a bit aside because of that lol, and I've been drawing a bunch of mini comics Deltarune themed too, I truly have a lot of fun with them but I am starting to miss drawing Megaman and Sonic too.

There is in fact a few comic ideas I would like to work on related to Megaman and Sonic but I feel like I've also left aside my personal projects lol it's just 2 months left in the year, am I going to be able to do something with that? probably not, I really gotta assess my priorities again and be more proactive with my own projects once and for all lol, as much as I enjoy indulging on my hyperfizations.

I do feel like I've been just living by the motions this year, I haven't opened commissions as much and I don't think I've made as much "proper" personal art again, I know the thing about everyone has their own pace, but I know myself and I know I can do better XD that I can wake up and push myself a bit to make better and more art that's not related to commissions.

Though I know it's also kinda bulshit to think I've been lazy when I've put so much effort on like 10+pages fancomics lol so yeah it's in part my anxiety telling me I am not doing good enough, but I do think I should be using this energy better.

Anyways, since it's October and I'm on a little break, I also want to use a bit of this time to work on my webpage, maybe do some traditional art, maybe some Halloween things, I had an idea for a spooky themed comic (Deltarune theme ofc lol) but I'm saving that idea for another thing, I think I'll just draw an illustration instead haha

For the webpage, besides keep updating it and re-creating the old pages from the old site, I also started working on that other Journal thing, the one themed after Infinity Nikki, which I still enjoy playing almost daily lol

But yeah that's more or less all for now, I'm going to be updating some stuff on this site so you may see changes here and there soon enough! hope you have a great Halloweeeeen! Gotta buy some candy before they run out on the stores hehe

Today I updated the journal look, still not compleded, I may retouch some things later but I think I like the main look for now!

So this week has been pretty tiring but managed to make enough progress on commissions, finished 2 more but this last week I'll have to work on the last sketch pages before I jump to comic pages commissions

I also got some supplies for my shop items, and today I was supposed to print a bunch of stickers that I've been working on, but my printer got the magenta nozzle not working again, so I gotta do a cleaning and such 😅

I guess at least there's no hurry yet on finishing the items, I got some stuff to renew and I can't be sending stuff outside if that's not done, and I'll have to do that renewal next month because that's the soonest I could schedule that, there's a lot of people needing to do that as well lol.

Something else that's been on my mind recently is my birthday, soon I'll be 30! but also I've been thinking on what to get for myself

I have a couple of things I'd like like some sailor moon or megaman X figures, or maybe some cute stationary or art supplies, there's also Infinity Nikki stuff I may want to get this new banner 😄

Speaking of, I totally want to make an Infinity Nikki blog page, where I can just yap about my outfit combinations and photos without feeling like I'm annoying someone (?) definitely I shouldn't feel like that anywere lol but I think I'd still like to have a dedicated space for that, and also I can make the site look pretty hehe 😄

will update this soon again but had to make a new website because I lost here is Drawloverlala, the og site was https://drawloverlala.neocities.org/, dumb old me lost the password to the previous one and I got locked out of my hotmail account so I can't get the code to reset password 😅

so here's the new site for now, will have to start from scratch, though I still have my htmls and css from previous site so won't be so difficult 😔 though still this is frustrating lol

but anyways to anyone reading, hope you like the new look for now! and don't make the same mistake than me and WRITE UP YOUR PASSWORDS! 🤣

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